a glimpse of the past

insomnia.. or imsonia ? fail spelling

2012-02-08T00:48:00.002+08:00

couldn't fall asleep. before 12. well. if i try. i will end up awake until 1 or later. googled the few ways to fall asleep easily. one of them was. do the opposite. keep your eyes awake ! even if you start yawning. just try as hard as you could to stay awake. then the next thing you know your alarm is ringing. i tried it. well. end up wasting 2 hours trying to sleep. so here i am now blogging. the last time i blogged was 2 months ago. oooh -__-

so the advancement was awesome. the praise and worship. the sermon. and the roommates. well except i dropped my phone in the toilet while bathing. and well. it's spoiled now. gahhh. AND AND. singing loudly and jumping during praise and worship which i've never done before the camp. blahblahblah. but the weather there not so nice lah. it was up on genting. it's cold and dry. so. i normally get sick under this environment. and so i did. mild fever throughout the whole camp. drink like a ermm, whatever. just drank a lot of water lah. and one thing. the games group. i was chosen as the leader. but basically i'm more like a, well, umm, non-member. lol. after the camp there was new year day ! well nothing's special abou it. *fast forward* futsal and futsal. on duno which day. i twisted my ankle again. awwwyeaaaa. this time was right ankle... *ouch* but now it's much much much more better. CNY was just like. cny lor. go vist, take angpau, and *censored*. oh did i mention alcohol. i drank a bit lahh. so. i guess it's okay.

merentas dessa is this saturday. so i went for jogging this evening. i normally just run quite fast until im tired, then walk for the rest of the distance. today is different. i run patiently. slowly. slowly. and i could run for 6km without stopping. im not sure whether it's okay for a non-athlete lah. but hey, i thought i could not even finish 3km =D so the result was like, 2 times better than expected. awwwwyeaaa.

bubble milk tea recipe

2011-12-17T17:34:00.002+08:00

things you need : tea bag, (preferably lipton), a cup... creamer, and sugar.

first, brew a cup of tea with hot water. after few minutes. remove the tea bag. add in creamer, sugar. stir well. put some ice and let it cool. pour it into a cup with a cover. finally. insert a straw and blow as hard as you could. have fun !

take 2 !

2011-12-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

heh. just for fun

2011-12-15T15:01:00.001+08:00

The socially awkward penguin

2011-12-15T14:34:00.001+08:00

2011-12-08T16:27:00.002+08:00

so lazy that i slack sometimes. youtube/blog/facebook/twitter. till junyi say i everyday also stalk him. got visit from my blog. LOL. i go every blog lah. to check update. not to stalk you junyi =P

2011-12-07T18:52:00.002+08:00

woke up very early this morning. well you actually could say. I managed to wake up in the morning ! hahaaa. 3 days out of a week i'd wake up after 12 this holiday. well. i went for football. yep. football. wide field. which i seldom play. followed my parents car to go to fren's house first. i heard the word 'change' being repeated over and over again from the radio. and then i started paying attention to the radio. well obviously it's a english radio station. HAHAHA. though i'm not sure which. well these is what they talked about. human die. people get married. things keep changing. we have to learn to adapt to change. but most of the times. we'd keep things the same. somehow lazy to change. being in comfort zone. then i dun remember dy lah. never sleep much yesterday. around 3 to 4 hours. perhaps that's what happened. i have always keep things the same. i eat the same thing at the same place for breakfast/brunch/lunch, if i get to choose lah. well. proved over the holidays. i walked out for meals. i switch to 'repeat one song' on my music player. that's pretty sick. hahaa. ok bye now

it's 4 30 am

2011-11-27T04:20:00.002+08:00

i slept around 10. cause i wanna go for first service. then i woke up around 12. and i can't fall asleep. 12-2 watch football + online. 2-3 read storybook. 3-4 roll on bed =.=. so i decided. im not gonna sleep tonight. yay! gonna online till 7 and go for first service.

2011-11-12T17:47:00.003+08:00

Yeah yeah yeah. just bored. last sunday. played badminton after years of not playing. so i forgot how to play ady. in fact, i actually still don't know loll. just simply swing the racquet to hit the ball full force. suffer from the consequence. muscle sore in my forehand till friday. and then another futsal session on monday. run like mad. leg muscle sore till thursday. can hardly walk up stairs. lesson learnt. 'no pain no gain' is not necessarily right at times.

CG >>>>>>>> accountability >> confession, obedience. wooh. that's all.

~ I believe, You're my healer. ~ yeah. You healed me, emotionally. and You always will. P.S. i think I should read more scripture, not just listen to songs. lol

lame.

2011-11-05T23:19:00.002+08:00

it's all computer after the finals. maybe i should spend more time on the other things. little things. like. maybe. sweep the floor. waever. gonna spend the rest of the school days on computer. LOL. will reconnect with my books once holiday starts. "As iron sharpens iron, so one man sharpens another." proverbs 27-17. and i don't care if people think i am just pretending or anything. as long as You know i do believe.

finalsss

2011-11-05T23:16:00.003+08:00

still okay...

2011-10-24T01:20:00.002+08:00

why chu still wandering in the wilderness ? ! haha. just another message from a sermon. May His peace always be with you, the one reading. bought a new usb cable yesterday. cause the old one. is spoiled. it's already not functioning well months ago. i kept delaying to buy a new one. it's completely SPOILED yesterday. can't charge phone =.= phone was off the whole day. batt exhausted. lesson from this incident, do not delay problems and deal with it instantly ? haha. guess so. another message from a sermon. ask God what He wants you to learn every time things go wrong etc. okay. signing off. i wanna make a video clip. teehee. i made the audio. part of a song. but duno what clip to put. maybe just some pictures. hrmm. wadever. just 'wanna'. again. signing off. for real. Ciao ;D

2011-10-22T01:11:00.003+08:00

final's over... that's all. LOL. i wanna go futsal so badly =/ this holiday gonna complete all the moral kerja amal, which should be already handed in long ago lol. apart from that. it's gonna be all slacking. no touching books. NO ! not this week. this is definitely an away-from-book week. online games + movie + Bible + futsal + sleep ? + workout (paused for N week) + anything possible that's not associated with books =D. and needa build back my stamina =/ i don't wanna faint during marathon, or any thon thon.

JAESON: The Drug Dealer, Makes a Deal With God

2011-10-15T20:34:00.000+08:00

:D the video says it all.

P.S. the definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love. The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow, hanging on a cross for your sin my sins, that is LOVE he died for you and me while we still hated him, that is love. God is true love, and if you don't know this love, now is the time to know, perfect love. (from the song Love by Jaeson

2011-10-11T16:07:00.002+08:00

stop slacking lah dear you. exam is. TOMORROW ! hahaaa. excited weih ! guess what. i am gonna go study now. *sad*

2011-10-06T17:56:00.000+08:00

2011-09-22T23:39:00.002+08:00

i almost went home without my bag today. reach back school around 4.30 and my bag is in the koperasi. it's locked ! Ahh. i wander around lol. then some non-koperasi students with keys coming towards koperasi. Oh. so lucky. teacher asked them to go get something from the koperasi room. pheww. thank God. i get to retrieve my bag lol.

O.O => o.o > -.-

2011-09-11T00:37:00.003+08:00

the title says it all. i am going to sleep ! LOL.most of the things is aolready tweet-ed. so i actually. have nothing more to write about. except. i have finished all the physiotherapy sessions. which means, i won't be going to hospital, unless something happens again... *slaps mouth* yeah ciao hospital. ciao docs. ciao all !

Much fruitful day in Mc D

2011-09-08T19:51:00.004+08:00

after school i have to stay till 5 for accounts tuition. so. no one is with me. so i decided to go to Mc D for lunch. it was 2 hours + to tuition after lunch. i was like, whay i didn't bring my phone, so i can online Mcd while waiting. but no choice. i only can sit there and start doing my work. get myself a cup of coffee and starting writing. i finished most of my work there. now i am glad i didn't bring my phone instead. i wouldn't have done so much work if i bring. haha. lame. account was fun with my lame question. cause the sample folio is a former form 4's work. and she did paste her picture at the front page. so i ask pn mazni. perlu letak gambar ah. well. that's all for today. i don't know why i am so active in blogging this week.

P.S. i tried the Mc D new milo supreme flurry something. it's quite nice. but 4.50. a bit overpriced i guess ?

this is my desire, to honour You

2011-09-07T15:13:00.001+08:00

december 2009 i first go to church, as invited by my cousin. no, i don't believe that time. then in my 16... which is this year. i've faced problems more than ever. i hated people. i plotted against people. i tried to outsmart people. i curse. and many more bad things i've done. in the end, i am tired. so, i start praying to God. miracles happened. what miracles is it. well. little things but they are a lot meaningful to me. but i don't i wanna cause trouble to someone so i rather keep them to myself. but. i still hate people. i internalize the anger. and swore to take revenge. then i went to church. well maybe this i can tell about. i felt God's presence there. seriously. my hatred just, gone, like that. i don't know how to say it. CAUSE I AM STILL NEW =@ haha. i accepted Christ. these are just the beginning. many more great things happened after that. well, such as. forgiving, defeating temptation, overcoming sadness. to be precise i never get upset easily. and still. i can't explain how. CAUSE ... *refer to the capped words above* there are things beyond comprehension, as said my speaker michael k something. perhaps the best answer for these things that can't be explain, is, it's God's power. *oceans will part nations come, at the whisper of Your call* well. I am done ! i will continue testifying God's love. and do my part. for your information. evangelizing is not just missionary's job. it's every Christians. to us, it's called extending God's kingdom.

the art of giving

2011-09-07T13:27:00.002+08:00

ask yourself. everytime you are giving something, are you expecting something in return ? well except when you are buying something of course ! well. just saying. so i went to the physio again today. and skipping school which is quite fun lol. and then i finished one of the 2 essays. with quite much effort. searching for adjectives, translating, etc etc etc. awwww. such satisfaction ! haha. byee

the perfect one.

2011-09-06T16:09:00.005+08:00

the perfect human. do you ever know or heard of someone who is perfect ? well. i never. and i believe, there's no one. everyone has their own weaknesses. and me too, i do acknowledge some of my weaknesses. NOT ALL. i will try to correct these that i know. i need time. and maybe some help =D. and about those i don't know. tell me about it. i will be glad if you do. well. for everyone else too. they have their mistakes. talk to them about it. don't just keep quiet about it. well. my idea... let's be practical instead ! *Go Go Go ! * then doug robb starts singing. *i'm not a perfect person, there's many things i wish i didn't do*

2011-09-04T21:41:00.002+08:00

busy busy busy. short update. kunci kira2, penyata pendapatan and kad stok left for acc. 2 chinese essays. moral 4 kerja amal report. went for physio ytd. had breakfast in hospital cafe. and. ytd. they have curry lamb ! hahaha. today's sermon at main service is awesome. about valley of elah thingy. ah. that's all. bye. sleepy. drank wine. collapsing in 5,4,3,2, *bang*

2011-09-01T00:44:00.005+08:00

just because of this left ankle ligament strain, i can't run. for like, 3 weeks ady. no cardio training. so. i am getting fat ! =/ forget about it. shall exercise like mad when my leg recover. <<< ranting over little things. though i am actually quite worried that i can't get my stuff finish on time.

what to write about

2011-08-30T20:42:00.002+08:00

i blog cause junyi requested. but what about yours =@. and, i have not been writing because i did not come up with anything to blog about. i mean i don't feel like sharing them here. and i won't just go, trying to think of something to write about LOL.

anyway. today i went visiting my malay relatives. it's my maternal uncle who marry a malay woman. like annually la, go visit for hari raya celebration. basically it's the food i fancy xD. malay food. too bad i don't have the habit of taking picture, so can't share it. after the visit my family went to see a property, for sale. a freehold terrace in happy garden. according to my dad, the price of property increased drastically for the last few years, esp this year. so if we don't get ourselves a freehold house, our future generation will titanic. and on the way back home, the song 'shero' from S.H.E play on the track. reminded me of my veejay. haha. that time he tell us that he knows chinese and talked about this song.

hrmm. and. regarding the pudu jail robbery thingy. someone wrote a note on fb bout it. it's like, emphasizing on MALAY committing crime and threatening our safety. please shut it and stop being racist. do something more contributing and productive instead of complaining and stirring racial hatred.

and recently i go to the hospital twice a week, for physiotherapy. so that my leg will heal faster, and i can play futsal sooner. sime darby medical center in subang jaya. so far and troublesome lol. that's all la.

do i know you ?

2011-08-20T16:55:00.002+08:00

on the way back home from hospital, i slept in the car while listening music. i was half conscious when i saw someone. so i don't know if i was dreaming. LOL. it's a 'her'. but i don't think i saw her before. it's just her surrounded by white light. this proves i was dreaming... but her face feature is just so clear, that i still can remember now. geez. scary. oh btw, my leg recover till seven seven eight eight. in few days i can start running, maybe. let's hope so, cause i wanna play football ~

=P

2011-08-17T16:18:00.002+08:00

that's understandable. but still. blek =P you won, i lost. there is really nothing else to be said LOL. *inception*

cyanogen

2011-08-15T14:18:00.003+08:00

so this is my shitty mobile phone xperia x10 mini pro. which only has android 2.1 as its latest version. and most people/forum says that sony is not gonna release a newer version for that phone. T-T. the bad thing about 2.1 is, you cannot save the app downloaded via market into the memory card. so basically, you CANNOT download too much thing from the market, as it can only be stored in the phone internal memory ==. so i googled 'android 2.3 for xperia x10 mini pro' and came across this forum. and tried to update my phone into 2.3 using the rom there. Obviously, it isn't an official release LOL. some other user, probably some pro make that rom. i almost BRICKed my phone =O it means my phone almost become a junk metal. cause it required factory reset to install the rom. which means all the system HAS TO BE ERASED. i misunderstood a step after the factory reset and did it wrongly. and then i switch on my phone and. nothing happened after the start up logo thing. luckily, i did back up the whole system as told. and reset it back. PHEW. then i try it again LOL. it works this time. heh. now i am using android 2.3, at least better la, but still a shitty phone lol.

Ouch

2011-08-14T00:19:00.002+08:00

i sprained my ankle this thursday, yeah.

it was pj time and as usual i go play futsal la. so i was running sideway with the ball. though i actually don't know i lost my balance or someone pushed me lol. i fell sideways and bent my left ankle. i swear i heard a pop sound, klak klak. seriously. the pain is excruciating by that moment. for like a minute. i was like, cannot move at all. just trying to get something to clench on CAUSE IT WAS REALLY PAINFUL. and someone say," don't lie down here, go lie down somewhere else." screw you. hahahaha. later got up with people's help. but i can't walk on the left leg. so i thought. better go hospital. called home. and i said " my leg break ady' in cantonese. just like the lame me. went to hospital and did x ray scanning. but most of the time, waiting. doc says it's ligament tear, since the x ray shows 'the lines of the bone are there".

so i get the chance to skip school the next day which is friday. was gonna go for mr teng but no transport. too bad. and btw. it's recovering fast. must be the high dosage of protein i ate ;D but limping a bit.

P.S i am going back to hospital on thursday, since doc says do so if it's not getting better. and mom says go la, since company is paying. lol lol lol. and btw i am gonna write a post for testimony since it's part of my 'life message', as stated in this book chapter 37. hrmmm. i actually wrote it and deleted it. so i am gonna rewrite it, a more detailed one perhaps.

GREEN

2011-08-05T01:12:00.013+08:00

green is good for your eyes. that's why i set the theme to green. Lmao i am supposed to study physics. lol. chinese paper failed again. i think. lol. maybe i really should drop it. besides, even my mom encourages it lol, sort of. so yeah, let's see how the last term exam turns out, then only i shall decide. shall go or otherwise will titanic.

just feel like spamming.

2011-08-02T17:51:00.002+08:00

I am spamming, out of joy ! not anger. cause. heard things today, which stir up doubts in me. which i am supposed to get unhappy about. a bit laaa. but, not like how i used to get so depressed.

that's bad.

2011-08-02T17:34:00.002+08:00

135 posts has been deleted. the credit goes to ... haha.

tomorrow is the first day of the exam, a small test. so shall go study for a while. and so, gossiping is really not good. and i listened to someone gossiping today. my bad. forgive me my Lord. shall do something and not just look at it, hoping for someone else to do it. heh. alright ciao.

That's quite something to worry about hahaha

2011-08-02T17:17:00.002+08:00

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starting to worry. but that doesn't stop me from being joyful. hahaha.

weeeeee

2011-07-30T18:03:00.003+08:00

i totally forgot to COUNT. now it's a year and half left. guess doing nothing is all i can do. heh. perhaps i should just, let fate decides.

p.s. i am happy with life, no worries.

over exercised.

2011-07-24T23:55:00.002+08:00

dance, wushu, futsal on saturday morning. cg in the afternoon. futsal and dance on sunday morning. so i am very tired. lol. took a nap after dance and woke up, and feel like, i have been hibernating. and it feels like i hadn't been to school for weeks, too. crazy. badan sihat otak cerdas. i badan terlalu sihat, otak pun sot sudah.

short update

2011-07-20T19:29:00.003+08:00

yesterday we attend to what junyi called, some pointless event. I wanna correct you. it isn't pointless, cause we learned about crappie stuff ! and some free food to eat too. except that noodles for breakfast really sucks.

nothing unusual except following people around today. and that poem reciting competition which, teacher asked us to participate in. it's in august so we needa practice and practice and practice......

JUNYI , why you block me from accessing to your blog.

P.S. The rendang beef/mutton is nice !

2011-07-12T18:10:00.002+08:00

what a sleepy week. took 2 hours nap each day. today worse. means just now la. i woke up. and try to think what happened, why was i sleeping, what's the time now. clock syas 6. AM or PM ? ! ! ahh. like minutes i only remember. Gahh. what a lame day. delay again... Epic fail !

P.S. Dear God, i don't wanna dream about her. making me can't differentiate the real thing and dream LOL. tq very muchie. Oh. i am late for tuition.

don't ask me why the font size so big. i set to smallest also like this.

2011-07-10T14:58:00.006+08:00

Saturdayyy

muah family went sunway pyramid. cause my sis's class end around 8.00. Oh. talk a bit bout her. she's working now. for quite a big company if i am not mistaken. though i don't know what post she is holding, heh. probably some accounts stuff since she studies ACCA. she wanna retake her last semester as she doesn't think she passed the exam, though the results are not released yet. so now, she is half-working, half-studying. iron lady lerh. haha. but then, i have to do the housework. Nvm. don't mind sacrificing my little time for my family. And soooo. continue. we had dinner there, i n BBQ plaza, the green fire dragon restaurant. i forgot his name lol. it's fun, like steamboat, cooking the food yourself. the food is, okay la. the price, not too expensive la, 5 person for rm70. then. just walking around checking for nice stuff, clothing and footwear. saw one black sweater vest which i quite like, but it's rm69, so, forget about it, don't wanna spend too much on clothes.

the 'best' part is we reached home at 11.30. so. after cleaning up and some online, it's 1.00. my own fault, spend too much on online =D. so i slept for 5 hourssss. wake up at 6. and went to church. and then go for latin classes. as usual. practice and practice. watched the pro-s do the solo dance. they're so fast. that's all. lazieee to write more