this is my desire, to honour You

december 2009 i first go to church, as invited by my cousin. no, i don't believe that time. then in my 16... which is this year. i've faced problems more than ever. i hated people. i plotted against people. i tried to outsmart people. i curse. and many more bad things i've done. in the end, i am tired. so, i start praying to God. miracles happened. what miracles is it. well. little things but they are a lot meaningful to me. but i don't i wanna cause trouble to someone so i rather keep them to myself. but. i still hate people. i internalize the anger. and swore to take revenge. then i went to church. well maybe this i can tell about. i felt God's presence there. seriously. my hatred just, gone, like that. i don't know how to say it. CAUSE I AM STILL NEW =@ haha. i accepted Christ. these are just the beginning. many more great things happened after that. well, such as. forgiving, defeating temptation, overcoming sadness. to be precise i never get upset easily. and still. i can't explain how. CAUSE ... *refer to the capped words above* there are things beyond comprehension, as said my speaker michael k something. perhaps the best answer for these things that can't be explain, is, it's God's power. *oceans will part nations come, at the whisper of Your call* well. I am done ! i will continue testifying God's love. and do my part. for your information. evangelizing is not just missionary's job. it's every Christians. to us, it's called extending God's kingdom.